Out of place but hopeful.

Today has been really weird and I don't know if it's because it's the first day I've had Monday classes since last semester. But I do know that it sucked big time. I can't help but feeling kinda lost. It sucks when you feel like you should fit in, or already a part of something, but at the same time you don't. I'm on the gargoyle staff as multimedia editor and quite help but feel a little out of my comfort zone, in a different territory. I love video and producing it. But its hard when it's news related and it's hard to contribute all kinds of ideas when everyone has already done them or they think its stupid. I just feel a little off about it. Maybe this feeling will pass when the rest of the staff can make better use of me. Just as long as credit is given where it is deserved. Oh well, at least I will be getting paid for it hopefully. Still trying to figure out all the logistics but it's a work in progress. Thank God Playlist Live is soon and I will be in my own element again. I hope I will the same way about my future job profession. That I will feel comfortable and in my own element, loving what I do and doing it because I love it. Driven by passion and a desire to be a part of something that is bigger than me.